As the year of 2015 draws to a close, I find that many things have changed this year, more than any other previous years.
I am going into a new year with the people that matter most, positive energy, feeling emotionally lighter and stronger and a determination that anything is possible.
I have preached the story told by Les Brown of a mans dog who cried as he lay on a nail but refused to move as below:
This story resonated for me as I was 'the dog' in this story. I didnt know it at the time but I slowly realised after 4 years that I was I was allowing myself to hurt and be hurt by others and myself. Making myself vulnerable to the point that I was self inflicting pain. I have come a long way from this unhealthy relationship that I once had with myself. I needed to change from my cycle of desperation to get out of my situation and get something better than what I had.. I lacked the inspiration needed for this and that is the shift I have had this year. I think we all lose this at some point in our lives, when we are wounded and broken and we fail to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
The last 5 years have been full of ups and downs, however we got back up brushed ourselves off and kept at it.
I think we lost sight of what we were working towards, working aimlessly to make a salary and earn some money just to 'get by'. We had not been living and through this, lost ourselves in our pit of hopelessness, merely surviving on many levels.
What i have learnt is that you need to keep your eye on the ball, keep focused and put that effort into something worthwhile. Your career, relationships, friends, kids and most importantly - yourself.
Fight for the relationships that matter and know when to let go of the ones that don't keep you true to who you are anymore, there is no guilt to carry with these. Take no prisoners! This is your journey and you chose who stays on-board of your ship!
Over and out.